Control and Manipulation?
You said you were going to kill yourself because you didn't get to see her enough?
If you really want to kill yourself, then please get some help immediately! Nothing is worth ending your life over...
But in this case, I get the feeling that this was more of a control move...
Recognize that it's her choice if she wants to work 3 jobs. You can tell her that you don't like it and that you wish she would spend more time with you. But, this is where your control over the situation ends.
No one likes to be micormanaged or controlled by another person. We all want to be loved and accepted for who we are - including you.
If you want to get her back or have a loving relationship with any woman, my suggestion is to spend some time learning how not to manipulate and control other people. Learn to accept them. Even if this means some professional counseling.
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