[alee marie]

My boyfriend and I first decided that we should wait to have sexual intercourse and have anal sex instead. It went great. But last night, my boyfriend actually asked me if I wanted to have sex now since we're still virgins. I said yes, and he made everything so romantic. But...I started to noticed pain when he was putting the head of his penis in, first I thought okay well, I should expect a little pain since it's my first time but I knew something was wrong. He stopped and we both noticed I was bleeding a lot. But at the bottom of my vagina, just under the hole. It looks like a little bit of my skin ripped. I know I'm suppost to at the top, but at the bottom underneath the hole...I dont think so.

I must say, I feel terrible for stopping such a special thing, especially since my boyfriend made everything so beautifully like put rose peddles on the bed etc. I want to try again, but I think I should wait until I heal because I'm still bleeding since last night.

Is this suppost to happen? Or is his penis too big for me? I really need help here.