Thank you for your replies.
I am bipolar, so I am on combination therapies to keep my moods under control. I'm not sure if I am on an SSRI but I will check with my doctor about what exactly I am taking, and if it is having an effect on my willingness for intimacy.
As far as masturbation goes, it is guys I think of - but I like to think I'm the dominant one.
My next avenue will be to see my doctor after the weekend is over. I've never felt unhappy talking about sex or my sexuality, always thought "Wouldn't it be nice if...", but I'm just find it hard to take another step for myself.
I have a little to go on now. I thank you.
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