[jill in michigan]

okay this is a lot to write. first of all ive been dating my boyfriend fir 3 months almost and we got into this argument the other day and both of our feelings came out for the both of us and how we feel about eachother, ends up he likes me more than i like him by a lot. i alreeady knew this but he didnt. well we decieded to go on a break until we both figure out what we want and if we want a relationship. well i was upset and i was talking to an old guy friend of mine. he wants me to go on a boat with him this weekend . i really want to go and catch up with him. i havent seen him in forever! well the day im supposed to go out on the boat with hinm is the day my friends want me and my boyfriend totalk about everything, and whether or not we want to date eachother, im sorry byut ium still in highschool and i want to have fun, not get serious in realtionships. i thought thats what i wanted, i think thats what my firends want for me. i dont know what to tell my botfriend or even if im able to that day.imnot gonna bail on my guy friend but my boyfriend took off work so that i could talk to him, what do i do ?