to jake,
well the thing is i though i wanted a relationship, but after alotttt of thinking it over for the past couple days, Ive decided i don't. the reason for the break is so i could figure that out. my boyfriend told me that no matter what , he just wants me to be happy. and i would just talk to him and hope for the convo. to be short but i know he wouldnt make it short, he just has a way with words. lol. and he said that if we did break up he would stilll want to be friends. im okay with that.
im thinking that my bestfriend and all my friends dont want us to break up. i dont think they understand it though. they want me to talk to him and fix everything. my bestfriend doesnt want to listen to me when im saying i dont want a relationship.
and ive decided to go on the boat with my guy friend, i think itll be a good way to get away from things for a weekend, and to make my desicion final about my boyfriend, or soon to be ex.
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