I like giving him head, you know like once a week. I enjoy it because it really turns me on to see him so pleased, so I don't mind it most of the time. I know my vagina might not be the best thing ever to put his lips on but every time we get in the mood I make sure I am clean all over (I'm normally a clean person as is, but that's besides the point.)
I mean we've had the discussion a long time ago, and I don't want him to feel bad if I decide to not please him orally, but I think about it once in a while, and it's not like I'd ask for itonce a week, just once in a while because the feeling is different than when we have sex. I'm just afraid if I tell him I won't do it then he'll be mad at me.
Also, I don't know if I mentioned this earlier, but he's tongue-tied. I know that so the one time he did I didn't make him do anything extreme or push him past his limits because I know how hard that can be after a while, but he uses that as the one and only reason that he won't do it. I'm just afraid of him being mad at me is all. I mean I know it seems a little much to be afraid but I just want him to be happy, even if it means making a sacrifice in bed.
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