[Cooper in Toronto]

I have been seeing this guy for a couple months now and last night he told me that he would like to watch me have sex with another man. He explained that he gets off on it and always has and that is something he wants in his life. To be honest, I felt completely blind sided, angry, upset, curious, etc.

I am an open minded individual and think 'to each their own'. I have been doing research on it and have found out a lot of info.
I really like him and he has so many qualities I am looking for in a man but this just is destroying me emotionally. Granted I have only had 24 hrs to process this--

In my world- I had never even thought or considered something like this. It is all new to me and challenges every ideal thought I have ever had concerning relationships.

I just don't know how to handle this- all I can do is cry, I am not even sure why I am crying. So does anyone have any advice for someone to emotionally accept and cope with this? Or should I just end the relationship? Does the weird wrong feeling ever go away?

Thank you so much!
Coops