I now realize that the first time I was rejected for what I did and not who I am. I tried to give too much of myself in one go, this time I am going to give the right amount each time and it will be more possible since I am less affected by this new girl's pheromones than the last one. The smell of the last girl drove me insane, I was litterally addicted to her smell.
I don't know if it is wierd of me, but when I consider a person romantically, they have to smell right. That is probably my most important criteria. If they don't smell right then I can't stand them. It is kind of hard to describe what is the "right" smell, but for me it has nothing to do with whether they stink or not. You can stink but still have the "right" smell for me, you can smell like roses but it could still not be "right". Generally the smell I am looking for is from the neck area.
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