hi i'm 12 (i am a boy) i like this boy and he is like 16

he is my "cousin" in a lose term but he is not related to me
i realli lov him and i want to tell him but i'm scared he would juz avoid me
This will sound corny but........
i spend every free second thinking of him
i actually manage to cry myself to sleep about the thought that he won't love me
i realli need help on how t tell him
i want 2 tell him by christmas 2008
please help,
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