[Francis]

Hi... I just found you guys on youtube, and I think it's been an answer to my prayers, I really don't have anyone to talk about this...
I'm 18 and just a month and a week ago I had my first kiss (if I have grammar errors, please excuse me, english is not my first language), he's now my boyfriend, it's been a week, I know, very short time to have troubles, but I see him all day long, so you can multiply everything here. He's like the perfect first boyfriend, he's sweet, and caring, and gorgeous, and likable, great dancer, and singer and draws beatifully, and a big part of me really really likes him! I daydream about him, and we've had great make out sessions, but sometimes, and I really hate myself for it, I don't want to see him, sometimes I even dread going to class because I know he'll be there. I don't know what's happening! It's the pressure? It's normal to feel one moment every good thing towards a person and in the next one be totally tired of him? It's been a little bit more than a month and I'm already feeling like this, it's the relationship doomed? I really don't want it to end... I really really like him, at least the bigger part of me does.
I need your advice, I really can't talk about this with my friends, I need people that's been on a relationship, and meanwhile some of them will not understand me, the others are friends of him too...
Thanks.