[Benjamin]

Hi all

I met this wonderful girl on an Internet dating site about two and a half months ago. It started of with emailing each other every day about our lives and what we like to do ..it turned out that we had a lot in common and hit it off straight away.Then we moved on to instant messenger and then eventually moved on to phone calls..The first time i heard her voice will be a day i will never forget..so soft and well spoken..it really did melt my heart.

Since then we have talked on the phone everyday sometimes up to 4 hours at a time .. and the more we talked the more i started to get real feelings of love for her and she has told me the same too that she felt that she was falling in love with me.
I really cant get this girl out of my head, i think of her all the time and wished that we were together.

well, this weekend i will be meeting her for the first time and im so scared..i really do feel that i have fallen for this girl and im afraid of rejection and that my heart may get broken again..i don't think i can go through that again. but i know that she feels the same way about me and that she will be just as scared as i am..
In some ways i wish we had met when we first started talking as at that point my feelings for her were not as strong as they are now.

im not after a one night stand , i want a relationship and so does she. we have both talked about settling down and having a life together..i cant stress enough that we both love and care for each other and i know that sounds crazy but its true . i just hope that these feeling still remain after this weekend. i really dont want to loose her.

any advice on how to handle this weekend would be great. i dont even know what we are gonna do? so any ideas where i can take her would also be great, but also bear in mind that i know everything about her and she knows everything about me so i want to avoid those orcward silences..so i want to do something fun and to keep the conversation flowing.