That's a doozie...
I can't imagine feeling so torn.. My instinct says for you to do some soul searching and to figure out what you really want. My guess would be that no matter who you chose you would still long for the one you left behind. What would you want your lover or wife to do if they were in love with two people at one time? Eventually, something has to give - all you can do is hope that you make the right decision for your life - because, what makes you happy is what will go the distance.
Plus, it's still early from the separation from your lover - time will help you to move past that, if this is what you truly want. Closure can take longer then 2+ weeks...
Good luck with it.. not an easy one to answer that's for sure.
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