I was a virgin she was not
I have been dating my girlfriend for over three months now we have had sex i would not say many times but offten. When we met i was a virgin while she was not. I knew this from the begining because she had dated some one i knew which adds to the problem. I really like this girl she is fun to be around and i cant stop thinking about her but i also cant stop feeling jelious that she should have had her first sexual experince with me. What makes it even harder is i knew that she was having sex and in a relasionship with this other guy who was not a close friend but a friend none the less. Some times this is all i can think about and it makes getting close to her hard. I have told her my problems and she has said that he was a compleat jerk (which i knew from the begining) this makes me feel even more that he did not diserve her. How can i get over this jelousy feeling and stop getting angry that it should have been with me. Or is there no hope for me
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