I have missed talking to u. You seem like the only gay I know ;( .
Wow...bigger...bad pun Kurt.Go on ur msn more often u r nvr online i have stayed up till 4 am waiting for u.
Urproblem is solved (at least the boy one) mine is getting worse.I just feel sick and wrong.every nite is spent twisting and turning to get him out of my head, I hate my sex and my sexuality even more everyday...My school is giving a sex talk on monday and tuesday...guess what it contains sexuality...so now my head hurts and i feel like having an emotional break down.I know this will sound sick and wrong but...I get an erection just by thinking his name...It sounds wrong i know but it scares me..I just play his name in his voice in my head and bam a boner.really creepy...I sound like a stalker...and my dreams are getting worse It always involves him one way or another...my thoughts drift to him when I think about random stuff: like apples.and my head keeps telling me he won't like me, so it gets worse and worse...Kurt pls I will be online from 16 to 21 oct ( whch reminds me when u get online I have to ask u something )without much pause i will only sleep from midnight to 2 am ( singapore)so pls go online and chat...I need consolence.
Oh...and BTW I did not know u were so dirty minded ( not saying that is bad ) anyways ur a teen it is in ur mind set...anyhoo miss u and guess what, I have a webcam and if i remember properly u have one too.. so if u do i want to have a video chat with u...than u can see I am not some 40 something rapist (<== kidding on that )
Oh and everyone else I would love more comments juz follow what we have said and try to keep up.
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