I am currently going out with a girl who I am very attracted too. We are very close emotionally and get on really well together. The only problem is that I have a foot fetish, but she doesn't have nice feet. I think she has flat-foot and bunions, which of course leads to hardened skin.
For the first few months I didn't mind at all - it's like I lost my fetish temporarily. However recently I have been noticing it more, and I kind of miss being able to play with my girlfriend's feet (something I've often done in the past).
I'm confused about it
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