Long distance relationship? What to do?
Hey,
I will have to tell you the whole story
I'm from Bulgaria, 19 years old, and last school year i spent as an exchange student in Minessota ( damn cold!!! ).
There I met the guy of my dreams, He is like everything i ever wanted from a man,... he is my first love, and my first lover, and its the same for him too, we stared dating 3 months before i had to come back to \BUlgaria, and it was the most magical time ... we dated for a week and he said " i love you",
i felt the same way, after a month we knew we want to spend our lives together,
... I know it way sound way too exadurated but its our feeling that are so ... strong i suppose....
Time passed so fast, and i had to leave the US. That was June 8th 2008, since than we have been talki on skype every day,.. loving eachother,... having the cam sex ones in a while,...
... at first iI made us have an Open long distance relationship... than we realized we dont need that, and we closed it...
the problem is than lately he didnt had any time with holidays and school and everything... so i got back to my old habbit of online flirts and dating,... i talked to my sweety about him being gone all the time and last few days he has really changed, and he is being the sweetest thing on earth, but I really miss the intimate part of a relationship, even thou all i want is him,...
... oh, and he's comin to Bulgaria summer break just to be with me, and to meet my rents and everything, and we are planning on gettin married, and i know i want to spend my life only with him,
........... thou i miss sex...
... So i guess my question is: Should i keep it the same way, or should i had some fun for the 5 months left till he comes over....
i know i would hurt him if i do that, i just have the urge, big time,....
Do u think, even thou he's been tellin me how much he loves me and that hes truthful to me, is it possible that he's cheating,
I dont know,... any advice could help me alot....
~ Strawberry Elly~
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