i just messed up

[rudedude]

i just messed up bad. i was in a relationship where i lost my temper to the extreme. i ended up yelling at my girlfriend and her best friend who was ugly and sorta bitchy convinced her to break up with me. i tried balancing my dominance with loving and one side overcame that. i realize now my mistake and i know if i had one more chance i could fix this for sure. when i met her i fell in love and dated for about 2 months and knew she was right for me cuz she is very wierd and it makes me feel secure wen im i guess u could say more behaved. her first boyfriend who took her virginity a month b4 i met her was scared to take her into to public and only used her for sex, i on the other hand loved her and she cant notice that and the last two boyfriends she had hated her and couldnt wait to break up. i had one of my best friends date her just so she wont sleep with anyone cuz i know guys would take advantage but the whole thing blew up on me. wen i found out that her best friend was going to try to break us up i told her not to cuz we already had sex and stuff but then she tried to confirm that with her so she lied to her and said we didnt and now i look like a psycho, anyway i need this chance wat should i do

[Madangel]

yea man i know how u feel.. try to sart over with something big! do something that will show ur sorry and that u believe the relationship will work