Strap-on fantasy?

[inquisitivemind]

Hello everyone, I'm very ashamed and embarresed sharing this but it's been bothering me

First off, I have always been obessed with women! My whole life. I totally worship them on every level. I also have a HUGE fetish for NYLONS! Pantyhose, stockings, high heels, feet toes, YUM! I got to the point where I had to feel them and try them on myself. I often pleasure myself like this while viewing women wearing them. When I'm really REALLY horny, I fantasize about women dominating me with a strapon. The whole scenerio of the woman in charge, talking dirty to me as she's doing it. She is the one with the cock and in charge. I've never fantasized about men. The mental image of a man doing this with me is GROSS! I don't care for shemales or transvestites because the male element grosses me out. It HAS to be a GENETIC REAL FEMALE for me to get freaky enough to fantasize this.
I've never acted this out and do not plan to. When I see this type of porn on the net lots of people say, "a man humping or sucking a woman's plastic weiner has got to be gay or at least bi"???
This has me all weirded out! Am I gay or bi or what???? I'm very disturbed by this...
I appreciate your thoughts on this Dan and Jen, thank you!....

[ooze]

I dont have this fantasie but iknow in my opinion that 100% you are not gay or bi because you're playing with you're girl with plastic toys. Hopefully others will think somewhat same.

[scarbowl]

Though I don't think it is that common for a man to want to be penetrated by a woman wearing a dildo, it isn't all that unusual, either. It is called "pegging" and there are even movies about it. One is titled "Bend over Boyfriend" and there are others. Google "pegging" and see what you get. My bet is there is a Yahoo group on it, even.

[inquisitivemind]

Thanks for your answers people, I appreciate you taking the time to share your thoughts.
No biggie really with this as there seems to be people into this who are married and not gay... it's still heterosexual sex between a man and woman regardless of how freaky it all sounds... yea it's a submisive act, very submissive, but still between a man and woman...
Actually, I know I am straight but just wanted to know more about this because it's kinda freaky...

Not that there is anything wrong with gay or bi people... but I'm more informed about this now after I've thought about it....

I saw your video Jenn and Dan, thanks for the help...

[amy in ohio]

what you are feeling is perfectly normal and i suggest if your girl is comfortable with it to act on it. It does not mean you are gay or bi. In fact i used to be a part of this site called cafemom(not advertising just using it as a reference) and i heard alot of women talk about doing this with their husbands and they loved it. Your friends just dont know how to handle it or dont have an open mind. it is good to keep an open mind on sex and not limit your boundaries. go ahead and go with what you want and dont feel any less like a man.

[tenderkiss]

I have strap on fantasies all the time, along with foot worship/licking and toe sucking.

If you have a sexy goddess for a partner. You just want to worship her, don't you? lol

Regards.

Tenderkiss.