Help me with my pee fetish?

[Drew in Canada]

Hey, I have a urine fetish and it seems to be running my life. I like to be peed on and thats relly it. The catch is i can not cum without it, and my partner is verry uncomfortable with urinating on me, although i dont want to do it to her. She has done this for me about three times before she told me it botherd her. She does want to help me in anyway she can. She is very open and i can tell her anything. She is comfortable doing alot of things too. Anything helps, if you have anything to help me convince her to pee on me or to help me get over this; the advice is greatly apreciated.

PS. I know I can't change her, nor do i want to, but this is ruining my sex life, i always have to masturbate after sex, witch i dont think is normal, being a younger guy. Also, she can not get me off anyway. I enjoy oral, vaganal and mutual masturbation, but cant orgasam off of any of it. I need help with it because it makes her self concious about heself, not being able to get me off. Anyhow, any advice helps.

[Alex in Cali]

Have you tried seeing if squirting in general can get you off, it might be seeing something excrete from a womens vagina that gets you off. You should try this using water, milk, or other safe liquids, or you can make her "squirt".