I need tons of help....
Hi,
I am an (east) Indian guy living in the US. I cannot call myself single (both ethically and legally) because the divorce is in progress in India.
It's been just two years and would take six more..
Nevertheless, no matter how much painful it is.. I must move on. But I have A.D.D and I am shy... exteremely shy to make friends. It stems from my early childhood and later beliefs that I don't look good (as a youngster). I have taken hundreds of self portraits and don't belive this anymore... but how do I make friends? Even casual male friends?
Next, there are no Indian girls here and I believe American girls are not going to be interested in an Indian guy. Even if they were, they would not be interested in a creep I am becoming... See I havn't had sex at all in the last 3 yrs.
Because I havn't had sex at all in the last 3 yrs I sometimes feel crazy and look at the face of every girl on the street.... but that makes me feel even worse.... Even if I could have it I am not sure how well I will do because it's been such a long time....
In short:
* How do I make peace with my situation?
* make some friends?
* How to get some sexual satisfaction legally?
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