What is wrong with me?

[Francis]

Hi... I just found you guys on youtube, and I think it's been an answer to my prayers, I really don't have anyone to talk about this...
I'm 18 and just a month and a week ago I had my first kiss (if I have grammar errors, please excuse me, english is not my first language), he's now my boyfriend, it's been a week, I know, very short time to have troubles, but I see him all day long, so you can multiply everything here. He's like the perfect first boyfriend, he's sweet, and caring, and gorgeous, and likable, great dancer, and singer and draws beatifully, and a big part of me really really likes him! I daydream about him, and we've had great make out sessions, but sometimes, and I really hate myself for it, I don't want to see him, sometimes I even dread going to class because I know he'll be there. I don't know what's happening! It's the pressure? It's normal to feel one moment every good thing towards a person and in the next one be totally tired of him? It's been a little bit more than a month and I'm already feeling like this, it's the relationship doomed? I really don't want it to end... I really really like him, at least the bigger part of me does.
I need your advice, I really can't talk about this with my friends, I need people that's been on a relationship, and meanwhile some of them will not understand me, the others are friends of him too...
Thanks.

[cukrik]

You are ok. Great first love!

[A7DJX]

I to have had this problem before. im 19. and i find that sometimes space is what you need. let him know how you feel. if he feels for you he will understand. don't call it a "break" or anything. just find a way to reasonably tell him the truth. space is good every once in awhile. how can you miss him if he doesn't go away right? lol so just give it some time and if it's right it will strengthen you. and if not.....you'll feel it.

[Tinielette]

You’re perfectly fine, darling. All you need is some space. I sometimes feel the same way with my fiancé. And it’s simply because we spend too much time together. So every now and then we take a weekend brake and hang out with our friends. So just tell him that you don’t want to spend all you time with him. See him about 5 times a week. Less if you like. But just don’t call it a brake. Most people take a “brake” as a part time brake-up.

[FemaleOrgasm]

Women have evolved to be coy so they can attract men who will commit to them. They have also evolved to recognise a sexy and have sex with him as soon as possible to collect his genes. This is the source of your conflict.

You can resolve the conflict by "telling your brain" that you have no intention of "collecting his genes". You just want to be in love and have a good time.